Friday, October 19, 2007

My boy


I love this little boy so much! Last night we had a scare, it turned out to be nothing serious, just something that worried his mother, the one with an overactive imagination and a penchant for thinking the worst. This morning I took him to his wonderful pediatrician, who has a penchant for sending kids to a specialist at the drop of a heartbeat, who told me that we have NOTHING to worry about, he is fine... Thank the dear Lord! But all last night and this morning I kept thinking about what I would do if something bad happened to him or his dear sister and I couldn't stop crying, and I still can't even though I know he's healthy. My tears now are those of gratitude and relief that he is going to be fine, he is going to grow up and continue to drive me crazy. On a positive note something good did come out of this scare...it made me stop and realize how precious this little boy and his little sister are, how lucky we are to have them in our lives. It gave me the opportunity to slow down, give lots of kisses, scream less and be thankful!

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